Old Faces

Well the last part of Friday went well. I got home and Harley was there, so he and I went to go see Horton Hears a Who (very good movie by the way). But before we left Taka called. She was bored so invited her to come see the movie with us. So we met up at the mall and saw the movie, then went to eat at Chili’s afterwards. I was wearing my black trench, fadora had, and my gold claws on my left hand. Some of the looks people were giving me were pretty funny. ^^

Saturday Harley did the route. I woke up at noon, got food, helped Harley find a good laptop on dell.com, then went to take him home. On the way there we stopped at Target and he got a fancy hat just like mine. I had to drive him the rest of the way home. Then we stopped my Grandma’s (it was their anniversary) and visited. It was nice to see them again.

After we got home mom took a nap and I played around on my ocarina. After a while she went to go drop my sister off at Dad’s, pick up a movie and some food for us. She called Roo too while she was out to ask if he could give me a ride to rpg night (mostly to give me a chance just to talk with him, because got knows when either steven or tj (or even both *shivers*) are around I can hardly get a word in). So it was nice to have that 6 minutes in the car with just me and him. SQUEE!! XD

But we had to pick TJ up along the way, so my joy was short lived. TJ noticed that I was pulling off my best impersonation of Roo by my clothing, so he stole Roo’s scarf and put it on me. It was very warm, and nice to have around my neck. ^^

When we got to steven’s I decided that it was time to give Roo back his scarf. So in an act of bravery (and impulse) I went up behind him and actually placed the scarf around his neck. (I know, to you people it may seem like a stupid nothing, but this was a big gesture for me). Roo had to finish some character things, so I just doodled until we were all plot deviced in to the game. We didn’t get thrown in until 15 minutes ’till we had to leave, but that’s alright. I sat next to Roo the whole night. I even made an attempt at flirting my offering the last easter cake (yay me. ^^)

The game time was done, so in good fun I stole Roo’s hat and put mine on his head. To my surprise, it fit perfectly. Turns out he and I wear the same hat size. Go figure. ^-^

So he was wearing my fedora, and I his beret.  It felt a little big, but I didn’t have mirror to see how it looked. He drove me home (with TJ unfortunately) and when we got to my house I almost forgot to switch hats back with him. But thankfully I remembered and did so before he pulled out of the driveway. All in all it was an okay night (with the exception of TJ -_-)

But now here I sit in bed writing this, and feeling very depressed, because all I can think about is fun times with him, and future events where he’ll be present. And I try to think of how I can say how I feel without feeling stupid, or like I’m being a burden. That’s probably one of the biggest reasons (apart from my cowardice) that keeps me from saying anything to him. I don’t want the knowledge of my liking him to change anything. Hugs….but….Arg. I’ve just gotta stop thinking. -_-

Testing

The juniors had testing this week, which means I got a whole day off, as well as two half days this week. Wooo!! ^^

So Monday was a full day of school, but I had gotten my pants done so I got to wear them on Monday. Maybe I’ll put a picture of them up later. Then rpg night, as normal. Except we played TJ’s game. It was extremely fun. On the way there I found out that Roo can be quite a pervert. I made a comment about Flight of the Concords (really funny show by the way) and how it was mostly dry humor and he said, “Ah, dry humor. We should give it wine and make it wet.” Yeah, that just about made my night. And the perverted comments continued through out the night. And that, I do believe is where I determined that I officially had a crush on roo. |P

Tuesday I had off, and it was about the best day I’ve had in a long time. I woke up around noon-ish, and went out to eat with my mom at Logans. I decided to deviate from my normal meal and get something different. It didn’t work so well. I liked the other food I got better. Then after that we had to deliver the papers. It went really well. I had gotten my Ocarina on monday so I was looking forward to just sitting out in the nice sun and practice, and that’s exactly what I got to do. I delivered the papers to the appartments, then sat on the rock outside the first appartment and played. Then after that I wanted to go hang out at Ronzi’s (he’d invited us over) so I had to drive to go pick up TJ and Steven and I drove all three of us over to his Ronzi’s place.

We hung out there for a grand total of seven hours. I felt really bad about it too. First ones to arrive, and last ones to leave. That’s just sad. But we had fun. We watched some Red vs. Blue, we had pizza and even did some acting with just me and him. (Squee!! ^-^)

Wednesday was good. Half day at school so I only had to go to Astronomy, Computer art class, and Orchestra. After that I wanted to go to Target to get a cool hat (something like Roo’s ^^) but I had to drive one of Kendra’s (my sister’s) friends to her gymnastics. After that I picked up Stacey and we both went shopping. I got a hat exactly like Roo’s (but it looks better on my. XD ), and a cool bag thing.

So I wore the hat to Rez that night and Roo even admitted that it looked really good on me. And I was really flattered by that. I can’t wait to see him again on Monday. ^^

Thursday, boring day. School half day. Got home from the papers and had to go see my councelor. No real progress there. Then right after that I left to go to dad’s. We had subway for dinner, that was good. But we didn’t really do much at his house. When I got there, Harley was there. Oh, I forgot to mention that he and I broke up. I’m back to being single again. ^^ But yeah, so he and I hung out until I had to go to bed.

 Now it’s Friday, and nothing to report. Going to dad’s this weekend and Stacey’s wedding’s tomorrow. We still need to get the cake, but….oh well. ^^

Long Week

Oh man, this week seems to have gone on forever. What day is it even? I’ve lost count…and I’m staring right at my calander…ugh. That’s just sad. Well, there were a few days that were memorable. Monday was Monday (I attend a table top rpg game on this night). But TJ kept getting carried off by Skitters (little lizard things) cause he kept going off on his own. It was pretty funny. So just my character and the GM’s character were left to go save him. ^^

Tuesday was boring. I almost fell asleep in astronomy again and I started seeing the craziest things. Like black and white Chinese yo-yo’s with no handle and no end, just shooting across the room. This is actually the second time this has happened. Last time I thought I saw the wall behind the teacher open up to reveal a fire filled chamber with burning people inside. O.o

Wednesday, I didn’t go to school. I needed a day for rest. I just couldn’t drag myself out of bed. So I slept ’till noon or so, then had to get up and help my mom with the papers. It sucked. Then right after that, I got home, at and quickly got ready to head out to Rez with Roo. Turns out he was a little late, so I rushed for nothing. Anyways, the ride there was normal, but when we got there I was giddy with joy to see Ronzi sitting at the cafe table. Squee!! ^^

He was working on editing his book. So we all sat down. I sat across from him, between TJ and Roo. Lots of interesting conversation pursued. But eventually we got on the topic of boy bands and how people don’t actually listen to them for the music. They listen to them because of how cute the guys in the band are. And we got talking about Weird Al, and Ronzi and TJ started singing Ebay. T’was pretty funny.

I don’t really remember the day this was on (Tuesday or Wednesday) but one of those days mom pulled me out of school early and took me to a spur of the moment appointment with my counselor. Mom went in with me this time and while we were in there my counselor told us that the psychiatrist at the clinic had looked over my file and he suspected that I may be bipolar. I wasn’t sure he was right, but I didn’t argue.

Later Mom did some digging and found Schizoid Personality Disorder. I won’t go into the details here, if you want to know more look it up on wikipedia. Let’s just say it seemed to fit better than my being bipolar.

Thursday afternoon was orchestra festival. Straight 1’s. Best possible score. Woot! ^^

Friday….nothing new really. School. Home, went to Red Robin for dinner, then swung by Circuit City where I looked at cameras, and computers. Then went to Sally’s where I got a new set of extensions for my hair. They’re bright teal. ^^

Well, that’s about all. This was a long one, but I’m going to try and post something new here at least once a week.

Later all,

Kaleigh